Jonathan Jackson with his Emmy, 2012 Having arrived to Moscow on July 10, they headed for Sergiev Posad. The very appearance of the hotel of the Holy Trinity-St. Sergius Lavra left a lasting impression on them. According to them, they had never been to hotels where icons were hanging in the lobby and all the rooms and walls were covered with frescoes. After a short rest the Jacksons went to the Lavra. The first thing they did was to visit the Holy Trinity Church where they prayed to St. Sergius of Radonezh and venerated his holy relics. The akathist to St. Sergius was being sung then, and after the service the priest anointed all of us with oil from the vigil lamp standing by the venerable father’s relics. Then we venerated other relics in the Lavra and prayed at the Vespers service in the Holy Dormition Church.
The Jackson family at the Tretyakov Gallery 
Vladimir Icon of the Mother of GodThe histories of Moscow and of the icon of Vladimir Mother of God are eternally inseparable. How many times did the Mother of God save the capital city from enemies through the grace of her holy icon? This icon has linked Apostolic times to Byzantium, Kievan Rus’ to Vladimir Rus’, and later to Muscovy, the Third Rome; as it is said, “there will be no Fourth.” The kingdom of Moscow was formed by divine providence and embraced the mystical ties of ancient empires, historical experience and traditions of other Orthodox peoples. The miracle working Vladimir icon became a symbol of unity and succession.
The Vision to the Youth Bartholomew (the future St. Sergius of Radonezh) by Mikhail Nesterov Jonathan had seen some reproductions of his paintings before but had not known the artist’s name. Now he has a clear and complete understanding of his work. As a man of art and author of the book, The Mystery of Art, dedicated to the development of a painter in the image of God, Jackson saw the embodiment of many of his ideas in Nesterov’s paintings. Elisa, an Italian by birth, observed that before converting to Orthodoxy she had taken pride in the work of her fellow-countrymen of the Renaissance, such as Michelangelo, and considered these paintings to be the highest form of art. But after her conversion to Orthodoxy her soul and consciousness transformed and she realized that Michelangelo’s paintings are quite a different type of art, far from being a result of a genuine spiritual life. Nesterov’s paintings truly won her heart. Elisa had never imagined that such works of art could ever exist, that a painter could transform people and nature in his spiritual world, nurtured by the spirit of God, in this way.
Jonathan and Elisa Jackson at the Convent of Sts. Martha and Mary in Moscow 
She Followed After ChristLove for God and love for mankind was the true meaning of her life, and it led the Grand Duchess to the cross. And her cross grew and met the Cross of Christ, and became her delight.The Vigil service on the eve of the feast of the Holy Apostles Peter and Paul was celebrated at the church there. The guests attended the service and venerated the holy relics of the New Martyrs Elizabeth and Barbara. The weather was fickle that day, with bright sunshine and torrential rain often replacing one another. When it was time to go we realized that we wouldn’t be able to because of the heavy showers. While standing in the narthex, we decided to leave a donation at the church shop. Imagine our surprise when five minutes later the clouds dissipated, the sun began to shine again, and a rainbow appeared in the sky above the convent. Before leaving the convent, little Titus fell down in front of the monument to St. Elizabeth Feodorovna and prayed for a long time with his angelic prayer of a child. After the convent, our pilgrims managed to visit the Church of St. Nicholas in Pyzhy, which is located nearby, where they venerated the wonder-working icon of the Tsar-Martyr Nicholas II and listened to a sermon delivered by its rector, Archpriest Alexander Shargunov, following the Vigil.
The apostles Peter and Paul
“Bow to Him, and He Will Help You!”It was a prayer of hope and of despair, and in absolute darkness in the middle of a swamp—we felt land with our stick and started walking. Where to—we had no idea.
The Jacksons at Christ the Savior Cathedral 
Miraculous Help from Blessed Matrona of Moscow in Our DayOn February 23/March 8 the holy Orthodox Church celebrates the uncovering of the relics of St. Matrona of Moscow, one of the most beloved saints in Russia today. Her relics are kept at Moscow’s Holy Protection Monastery, where believers constantly flock, seeking her intercessions. We present here a collection of stories about help received from Blessed Matrona, sent to the editor of Pravoslavie.ru.Then we visited Christ the Savior Cathedral, venerated the relics of the Holy Hierarch Philaret (Drozdov) of Moscow along with icons that are kept there, and admired the splendid interior and exterior of this wonderful church-monument. Then I showed our guests Red Square, the State Historical Museum, St. Basil’s Cathedral, the Monument to Minin and Pozharsky, and the Lobnoye Mesto [literally: “the Forehead Place”; a sixteenth-century circular stone platform in Red Square—trans.] and told them a little about the history of these objects. Then we took a night train from Moscow to St. Petersburg.
A short history of Christ the Saviour Cathedral in Moscow''After over 40 years of initial construction paid for by donations from across the Russian Empire and with imperial patronage, the cathedral was first consecrated on 26 May 1883 in the presence of Emperor Alexander III and senior members of the Imperial Family along with numerous Church and foreign dignitaries.''
Saint Philaret (Drozdov), Metropolitan of MoscowKnowledge has for its object things visible and comprehensible; faith, things which are invisible, and even incomprehensible. Knowledge is founded on experience, on examination of its object; but faith on belief of testimony to truth. Knowledge belongs properly to the intellect, although it may also act on the heart; faith belongs principally to the heart, although it is imparted through the intellect. The work of Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky played an important role in Jonathan’s development as a person and a Christian. He read the novel The Idiot at the age of fourteen and has been a fan of Dostoevsky ever since. The great writer contributed to Jonathan’s conversion to Orthodoxy too. One of the aims of the Jacksons’ visit to Russia was visiting the memorial sites associated with Fyodor Dostoevsky. We had also prearranged a meeting with some of the Russian writer’s descendants. In the morning of July 13, the Jacksons met with two members of the Dostoevsky family at the St. Alexander Nevsky Lavra, namely Dmitry Andreevich Dostoevsky, the novelist’s great-grandson, and his son Alexei, the novelist’s great-great-grandson. First they visited the Holy Trinity Cathedral and venerated the relics of the Right-Believing Prince Alexander Nevsky there. Next they proceeded to the Nikolskoye Cemetery where they prayed at the grave of the ever-memorable Metropolitan John (Snychev, 1927-1995) of St. Petersburg. At the necropolis they visited the grave of Fyodor Dostoevsky and prayed for the repose of his soul. Dmitry Andreevich Dostoevsky told the guests much about his illustrious great-grandfather as well as his great-grandmother, Anna Grigorievna Dostoevskaya, who in her young days lived next to the Lavra (her house still exists). Then they walked along the necropolis and saw the graves of the composers Pyotr Tchaikovsky, Nikolai Rimsky-Korsakov, Mikhail Glinka, and many other Russian cultural figures. After that, we all went to the Dostoevsky Museum. There Dmitry Andreevich told us much more about the life of Fyodor Dostoevsky, supplementing the official biography with family traditions. It was especially important for Jonathan and his whole family to see with their own eyes the interior of the museum and to feel the spirit of the epoch in which the author lived. This all made a strong impression on our guests.
Dostoevsky and His TheologyAlfred Einstein stated: ''Dostoevsky gives me more than any other thinker.'' Nicholas Berdyaev was professor of philosophy at the University of Moscow until he was expelled by the Communist regime in 1922. Berdyaev testified that Dostoevsky ''stirred and lifted up my soul more than any other writer or philosopher has done…when I turned to Jesus Christ for the first time.
The Jacksons and the Dostoevsky family at the grave of Fyodor Dostoevsky Next we walked around the city center and told our guests about the main churches, palaces and other sights of St. Petersburg. The pilgrims visited the Cathedral of the Kazan Icon of the Holy Theotokos where they venerated the wonderworking Kazan Icon and saw the grave of General Field Marshal Mikhail Kutuzov. This was followed by an hour’s tour along the rivers and canals of “the northern capital” of Russia and the guests were very pleased. The day was concluded with another meeting with the Dostoevsky family. At Dmitry Andreevich’s invitation, we went to his house, listened to interesting stories about the great writer’s present and past descendants, familiarized ourselves with the family treasures, and had aromatic tea with pies. Jonathan was touched by the Russian hospitality and the historicity of this unique moment. Having received parting gifts from the Dostoevsky family, we warmly said goodbye to them and promised to pay them another visit next time.
Jonathan Jackson at the Ganina Yama pit 
St. Xenia of PetersburgSt. Xenia of Petersburg
Miraculous Help from St. John of Kronstadt TodayMy heart froze. I asked her myself how my son is. The doctor answered, “Mama, there must have been some mistake with your son. It can’t be explained any other way.After a short rest, we took an overnight flight to Ekaterinburg. We landed early in the morning of July 15. After a brief respite we made a visit to the Church-on-the-Blood in honor of the New Martyrs and Confessors of the Russian Church, built on the site of the Ipatiev House where the holy Royal Martyrs had been murdered 100 years ago. We looked around the church and venerated the icons. We offered up special petitions to the Royal Martyrs in the lower church where the Imperial Family had been executed. The visit to this church made a very strong impression upon the pilgrims.
New Martyrs and Confessors of RussiaBefore leaving for Russia, the Jacksons had read the correspondence of the Tsar and the Tsarina, were inspired by their personalities, and came to love the whole of the Royal Family. Additionally, they liked the song by the well-known patriotic Russian Orthodox singer Zhanna Bichevskaya dedicated to the Royal Martyrs, the refrain of which consists of their names. Jonathan and Elisa would often hum its tune thereafter. It should be said that on the threshold of the main event—the midnight Liturgy at the Church-on-the-Blood—the preparation for it was in full swing, and many priests began to hear confessions of the faithful. Thus, that evening all of us managed to confess and receive a blessing for taking Communion the next day. Next we set off for the Monastery of the Holy Royal Passion-Bearers at the Ganina Yama pit, a place of both great sorrow and spiritual triumph. We attended Vespers there and venerated the cross at the pit itself. We saw the pilgrims, many of whom had been walking from all over the country and even abroad on the eve of the memorable event. Our guests were filled with spiritual joy and felt peace and quiet there—something that many of us intuitively crave for but cannot find amid the hustle and bustle of modern life.
One Hundred Years Since the Murder of the Russian Royal FamilyOn that date a hundred years ago, the last tsar of Russia, Nicholas II, his wife the tsarina Alexandra, their five children and four retainers, were ushered into a basement in the city of Yekaterinburg in the early hours of the morning, for an execution that would mark a turning point in history.
A Monastic LeavenOur guides say that very many people even change outwardly after visiting our monastery. They straighten their shoulders. Even their appearance changes! Attitudes to their own lives also change along with their perception of Russian history.The next day, July 16, we went to the Church-on-the-Blood again, when the Small Vespers with the Akathist to the Holy Royal Martyrs was being served there. After the Akathist, we venerated the icons, notably the “Three-Handed” Icon of the Theotokos before which the Royal Martyrs had prayed while in confinement. Our guests had learned many phrases in Russian and Church Slavonic by heart during their stay, so when I was reading the prayers before Holy Communion Jonathan participated by uttering exclamations like “Lord have mercy” and some others. After a short break at ten in the evening, we again headed for the Church-on-the-Blood where His Holiness Patriarch Kirill presided over the Divine Liturgy at midnight. This was the culmination of the festal events of those days for all of us. We all managed to take Holy Communion at that Liturgy by the grace of God.
The Jacksons beside the Church-on-the-Blood in Yekaterinburg during the midnight Liturgy on July 17, 2018 Our pilgrims staunchly withstood all the hardships of the hours-long services and remained peppy, including the seven-year-old Titus whom I carried to Holy Communion. After the Liturgy we joined the procession that was walking towards the Ganina Yama pit for a short while and then headed for the hotel because our pilgrimage across Holy Russia was to continue the following morning. According to our guests, they will never forget this event.
The next day, July 17, we flew from Ekaterinburg to Nizhny Novgorod via Moscow. Our guests liked this ancient city and were especially fascinated by the breathtaking views of the Oka River from the hotel. The next day, July 18, was the centenary of the killing of Sts. Elizabeth, Barbara and all the martyrs of Alapaevsk. In the morning we greeted Elisa on her name day and set off for Diveevo by car. We made a stop en route in Arzamas to look around the churches on Cathedral Square. Upon arriving to Diveevo we first went to the parish church in honor of St. Elizabeth the New Martyr. Although the festal Liturgy was over, we did venerate the icons, two of which (those of Grand Duchess Elizabeth and Grand Prince Vladimir with Tsar-Martyr Nicholas II) had started streaming myrrh during the celebrations. Another miracle was waiting for us at that church. It turned out that in addition to the upper Church of St. Elizabeth the New Martyr (Elisa’s patron-saint) there was also the lower Church of St. John the Divine, who is Jonathan’s patron saint. The lower church also has icons of St. Nicholas (in whose honor Caleb was baptized) and the Great Martyr Anastasia of Sirmium, the “Deliverer from Potions” (Adora’s patron saint). Thus, all but Titus (whose name is very rare in Russia) found their patron saints in this church! It was an unforgettable experience for all of them.
Wondrous DiveyevoOn the day of the synaxis of all the saints of Diveyevo, we post these thoughts of a pilgrim, to remember the Diveyevo nuns—the many dedicated servants of God and daughters of St. Seraphim whose labors perhaps only God and the saint know.Then we visited the three holy springs in Diveevo and finally reached the convent. First we went inside the Church of the Kazan Icon of the Theotokos just outside the convent’s gates where we venerated the relics of the saints of Diveevo, recalled the history of the monastery and some of the prophecies of St. Seraphim of Sarov. Then we entered the convent, visited the Holy Trinity Church where we venerated the relics of St. Seraphim and saw some of his personal belongings that are kept at the church as well. Next we venerated the icons, including the “Tenderness” Icon of the Mother of God, then went to the Transfiguration Cathedral, and prayerfully walked along the Holy Canal of the Theotokos. Then we sat to rest for a bit. Elisa remarked that while visiting such holy places you forget all the hardships and problems of your life, and feel peace of mind, quiet and spiritual delight. Then we drove to the village of Tsyganovka, to St. Seraphim’s spring and dipped into its icy cold water. This also filled us with joy and invigorated us. Late in the evening we returned to Nizhny Novgorod.
St. Seraphim of Sarov
Jonathan and Elisa Jackson at the Holy Canal at the St. Seraphim’s Convent in Diveevo The next day, July 20, we traveled to the village of Praskoveya and the town of Budyonnovsk [both in the Stavropol territory—Trans.], the original name of which was Svyatoy Krest (meaning “Holy Cross”). I recounted the history of these places to Jonathan and his family and reminded them of the tragic events of 1995 [when armed Chechen militants raided the town of Budyonnovsk and took hostages at a local hospital, killing over 100 people—Trans.], which found deep sympathy in their kind hearts. We visited the Church of St. Alexander Nevsky there along with the Church of the Kazan Icon of the Mother of God, where we venerated an icon of the martyred Prince Michael of Tver [the 700th anniversary of his martyrdom is celebrated this year—Trans.]. After a short rest we had a night flight to Moscow. I saw my dear guests off to the airport and they left for America. We warmly bid farewell, agreeing that they would certainly come back to Russia often.
Jonathan Jackson near Diveevo after immersing in St. Seraphim’s holy spring 
